fuck.
i dont think anyone understands how mush i miss him. i realise that my boyfriend dosnt want me talking to him but its so hard. what would you to if you boyfriend wouldnt let you talk to your friend whos in the army? who cares if hes my ex. i miss him as a person. im trying so hard not to cry right now. i just wanna see him again, but i don’t want to loose Jarod.
